urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moderndaynaiad moderndaynaiad moderndaynaiad 2008-02-20T00:06:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moderndaynaiad:2042 2008-02-20T00:06:45Z 2008-02-20T00:06:45Z Whats out of control?<br />ANd whats too much?<br />I think Im fine, but...<br />someone worries.<br />I just don't know, it seems so normal...<br />confusion makes me grr. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moderndaynaiad:1214 2008-01-06T19:16:01Z 2008-01-06T19:16:01Z Jack Johnson Nothing to do.<br />In a twilight zone esque stupor,<br />I contemplate<br />reconsider<br />choices and mistakes<br />whats right?<br />Over the last year...I've learned there are many right answers to a problem...<br />I just tend to choose the wrong one.<br />Over analysing and over looking things in front of my face<br />ho-hum<br />I suppose Im just a girl suffering from boredom<br />and the idea of another long semester of swimming and work<br />-bleh<br />hmmmm....when does it end? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moderndaynaiad:848 2007-11-28T22:33:17Z 2007-11-28T22:33:17Z Today I madethe decision to return home for college next year...it'll take roughly the same amount of time to graduate, but it'll be alot cheaper....and I won't have to pay for airfare....and my family and friends will be there.......Im terribly excited.<br />THis also means that I can drop two of my classes next quarter because I need them for chatham...not for western....which means I can work and save more monies, and learn my languages fluently...and best of all, no maymester.Now if only swimming were done...<br /><br />OH! And if Im home, my sis says I can stay and eat at her house...which means I can buy a car!<br />Which is absolutely amazing news.<br />I'm just hoping I can make it through the summer without getting one so I can buy a good car.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moderndaynaiad:562 2007-11-18T17:19:25Z 2007-11-18T17:19:25Z Chris Cornell Its funny what remains<br />an image of a bitten lip<br />nails.<br />But also the way at night we'd lie, sprawl, legs intertwined,<br />me always on the right.<br /><br />Time passes and the seasons change<br />But the only difference<br />is learning,<br />the length of my hair.<br />blonde brown now I swish it out of my eyes<br />as my eyes shift, contemplating thoughts of you<br />in a coffee house, so late.<br /><br />Regretting past mistakes<br />and the fact that I left you<br />at night, broken