moderndaynaiad

how do you know...

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 00:06:45 GMT

Whats out of control?
ANd whats too much?
I think Im fine, but...
someone worries.
I just don't know, it seems so normal...
confusion makes me grr.

Alone in Arizona

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 19:16:01 GMT

Nothing to do.
In a twilight zone esque stupor,
I contemplate
reconsider
choices and mistakes
whats right?
Over the last year...I've learned there are many right answers to a problem...
I just tend to choose the wrong one.
Over analysing and over looking things in front of my face
ho-hum
I suppose Im just a girl suffering from boredom
and the idea of another long semester of swimming and work
-bleh
hmmmm....when does it end?

So. I am terrily terribly excited

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 22:33:17 GMT

Today I madethe decision to return home for college next year...it'll take roughly the same amount of time to graduate, but it'll be alot cheaper....and I won't have to pay for airfare....and my family and friends will be there.......Im terribly excited.
THis also means that I can drop two of my classes next quarter because I need them for chatham...not for western....which means I can work and save more monies, and learn my languages fluently...and best of all, no maymester.Now if only swimming were done...

OH! And if Im home, my sis says I can stay and eat at her house...which means I can buy a car!
Which is absolutely amazing news.
I'm just hoping I can make it through the summer without getting one so I can buy a good car.
<3

After all this time...

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 17:19:25 GMT

Its funny what remains
an image of a bitten lip
nails.
But also the way at night we'd lie, sprawl, legs intertwined,
me always on the right.

Time passes and the seasons change
But the only difference
is learning,
the length of my hair.
blonde brown now I swish it out of my eyes
as my eyes shift, contemplating thoughts of you
in a coffee house, so late.

Regretting past mistakes
and the fact that I left you
at night, broken